First of all, I can't believe it's been a month since I've written. For shame!
The good news is, May was a pretty awesome month overall. I bought a one month unlimited new student special at Y7, a fabulous hot yoga studio just upstairs from Karma Kids Yoga. (Can't beat that for convenience!) Extra yoga, more running with my physical therapist and on my own, a race to look forward to at the end of June (my first in over 18 months!!!) and a gloriously long Memorial Day weekend in PA to visit Marc - I can't find much to complain about!
Like every other person in this country, I have a funny relationship with food. I was a deeply, deeply picky eater (my poor mother) as a kid. Although I also had allergy testing as a tween that revealed some strong allergic reactions to corn, wheat, milk - you name it - I never made an effort to cut any of these foods out. I honestly would have subsisted only on carrots and celery if I had done that because I was just so. damn. picky.
I didn't start making a conscious effort to eat vegetables or connect the dots between not just food and weight but food and health until my early 20's. Becoming a runner and a yogi at that time got me more into cooking and my sister's forays into the culinary world helped expand my previous palate of cheese-chocolate-noodles. It didn't necessarily help my massive addiction and emotional attachment to chocolate, but you know - baby steps. I flirted briefly with vegetarianism after moving to New York and starting my vinyasa yoga teacher training...and then I started dating Marc LeVasseur and was reminded that I am a carnivore for life!
I've gone through different phases, like everyone else, when it comes to healthier eating. Sometimes I'm more in sync with it than others, sometimes I'm more motivated than others. Pre-wedding or during a yoga teacher training = High motivation. Laid out by an injury during a polar vortex an unable to do any of the physical activity that makes me feel strong and healthy = Low motivation.
I think it's because May was an overall good month, health-wise, that I'm inspired to take on this dietary experiment with myself. As I wrote in my last entry, I've struggled with eczema and skin issues my whole life. While switching over to more homemade products has been helping, it's also made me pay closer attention to it and to how I feel overall. After a wine-and-chocolate-and-popcorn-and-you-name-it bender of a Memorial Day weekend, I felt pretty crappy and my skin was furious with me.
As fate and Facebook would have it, I noticed a random post from my fantastic former yoga teacher and current CrossFit guru Keith about the less-than-healthiness of legumes. I've never understood why legumes were "vilified" by some nutritional camps, and when I asked him about it he provided a link that led me to reading about Whole30 - which I recalled my good friend Gemma committing to do for the month of May.
After reading more about it, I was hooked on the idea. It's not permanent, and it's not exactly a diet. It's a 30-day nutritional reset. It's pretty damn intimidating to look at the rules and what not to eat, so let's start with what I will be eating the next 30 days: Lean meats, seafood, vegetables, fruits, nuts, spices & seasonings.
Now, the list of what I will not be eating: grains of any kind, legumes (this includes peanuts and soy), dairy (!!), alcohol (!!), and added sugar of any kind, including honey and agave (!!!!).
There's a lot of stuff I love deeply on that list above - which is why this isn't forever! The purpose of this re-set is to basically learn more about myself and how food affects me - physically, psychologically, and emotionally. Physically, the factors that the above foods on the "no" list can adversely affect are digestion, skin (big one for me), energy level, sleep, and general inflammation. Psychologically and emotionally, it forces me to detach from the habit of turning to a glass of wine or a brownie (or as so often happens, two or three or five) to unwind at the end of a long day, or to eat all the mini peanut butter cups in the Karma Kids fridge (sorry, Shari!) during that 3:00 crash because I need/deserve/whatever a mid-day treat. The habit of chocolate with every meal (yep, even breakfast. I'm a master of chocolate chip oatmeal variations).
This stuff is honestly a big part of my identity. I'm passionate about good wine, I love to cook, and it's something Marc and I both love and bond with together (we went to France on our honeymoon specifically for this reason!) After life as such a picky kid, it's exciting and liberating to be at a point where I'll try almost anything new and like almost anything that's put in front of me. And when you live in New York City, the culinary possibilities are endless!
But as I said - this is not forever, and it's not a diet. It's a venture to improve my health, my relationship with food, and to allow me more awareness of how what I eat affects me. When I reintroduce corn, does that cause my skin to flare up? When I reintroduce gluten, how will that affect my digestion? I'm curious to see if my hamstring (which has been healing really well thanks to physical therapy) feels better at the end of the thirty days too. I've had a couple medical professionals recommend I eliminate one thing or another from my diet but it all sounded like too much deprivation to me and just not worth it. I guess I'm just at a point now - maybe it's because we recently turned 30, maybe it's because more people in our circle of friends and family have started to have serious health concerns - where having the information is worth it. Information on my health trumps dessert. (And I can honestly tell you that is something I never thought I would say!)
So, here we go. Day #1 of 30. I'm nervous and excited. I'm curious how bad the sugar crash/cravings will be. I'm wondering how I'll do at social events without alcohol. But I suppose all will be revealed.
More information about the Whole30 can be found here, and I'll be one of those annoying people posting food pictures on Instagram at yoginiannie. (I sort of already am one of those people, but this month it'll have way less cheese and chocolate!) Not every meal, because - good lord. But I'll be there! Anyone care to join me?