Happy June! It's been just over a month since I've posted, and I can't blame it on how oh so crazy life has been like I always do. It's been the usual amount of busy, plus a wonderful holiday weekend with in-laws, but there really hasn't been any reason for not writing except I haven't been met with the clarity (ha) of inspiration and the time - or more specifically, the time and inclination - to sit and find something specific, articulate and worth sharing.
The two main things keeping me from posting since May 10th are a lack of scheduled structure to when I'm supposed to write in this thing and an overabundance of things to write about. It's sort of like the opposite of writer's block, but the end result is the same - nothing gets written, and this sits here collecting Internet-dust. It's sort of like when you have so much to do that you become paralyzed and simply do nothing.
Considering this is a voluntary, just-for-me, 100% not making any money off of this thing blog, it's ridiculous the inner agony that can go on when I think about how I've been delinquent in posting. Seriously - it's no big deal. But my upholder nature doesn't like the idea of a half-hearted commitment, and lazy excuses.
So, I'm utilizing the #1 tactic that always works on me when trying to build a new habit - I'm scheduling it. Every Tuesday, rain or shine, idea abundance or idea desert, I'm going to post something. And I'll try to make it worth reading. For me, the simplicity, clarity, and most importantly, the obligation of having something on my calendar is what gets me to do something. Whether it's a dreaded one time chore that I've been putting off or something recurring that gets lost in the shuffle of unstructured time, scheduling is basically my way of coping and meeting the expectations of Life as a Grown Up.
This may very well be one of the most boring posts I ever share, but it does feel a bit like an important declaration - like putting it out there that I'm doing another Whole30. If I keep it a secret, I can choose to quit or self-sabotage. But I wanted to set the stage for the hopefully more interesting things I want to touch on in weeks to come - lessons I'm learning in this 3rd round of Whole30 (spoiler alert: they have almost nothing to do with eating), lessons I've learned from my 3rd half marathon, and my struggles to find rhythm, normalcy, and boundaries between work and rest while leading a career where my schedule is frequently full of irregularity - especially when I'm on call.
I'm excited to jump start this old girl out of the slump we've found ourselves in for the past two years. This blog did turn 6 years old in April, after all, and I want to continue to let it help me with figuring out the mysteries human nature, yoga, and all the rest of life's madness.