Being down there, I couldn't help but be acutely present for a majority of the time. When three kids under 3 are up and running, you have to seriously be on your toes, because Kai will find a ladder and climb it all the way to the top. I was also super disconnected from the news, which was glorious. I checked in every so often to make sure I wasn't missing the impeachment (alas) but I let all my podcasts go off to the wayside and the world continued to turn.
This entry's title is taken from a quote I saw a long time ago, posted by a friend whose music taste is vastly different than mine. I saw the quote before hearing the song (Shine by The Rollins Band), and having just listened to it thanks to the magic of Spotify after all these years of the lyrics floating through my memory, the song sounds nothing at all like I imagined! All the same, I really love these lines. And although as an introvert, I have a deeply jealous need for spare, free, and downtime, it's a reminder that time is really all we've got - and no one knows how much of it we have.
It's a reminder to make every moment count and to be there for every moment, no matter what you're doing. It's also a reminder that there's always someone in this world who manages to do a lot more than us with a lot less time, and we can always push ourselves to use our time better - for ourselves, for others around us, for the world. When I see how much my sister accomplishes in such little time, it pushes me to live my life better, make fewer excuses, and get on with it.
No such thing as spare time
No such thing as free time
No such thing as down time
All you got is life time